About Bloody Time

One last assignment, and then I am done. I am so looking forward to going home to see my family this weekend.

I have been so stressed these last few weeks, one - because I had trouble getting the assignments in on time. Two - because I had a failed assignment, and now I have a fear of failing my first class ever. (it's not going to happen though, I'll pass, it'll be fine.) And just to top it all off I got a $50 parking fine because I was 10 minutes late back to my car.

The stress is manifesting itself in anger. I am hating to drive right now, because I get angry when I drive and have to talk myself back. I get angry when I miss the train. I get angry when someone gets in my way to stop me from going where I want. I need a serious de-stress.

I am just over being at uni, have been all year, and I can't believe that I have another year to go.
I am a mature adult, living on less than $300 a week. Now that I have this week out of the way, I can work some more, and earn some more money. I hate having to weigh up every dollar to think whether I might need it later. I want to be on a real wage and have some real money. So I can buy some real things. And save up some money. There is nothing to save.

Hopefully the first semester goes quickly, then it is just placement and a research project. Which I have to be thinking over the break about a topic. What could I research? It doesn't have to be music related.

I went to the races on Tuesday. It was soooo cold, I was glad to bring a jacket. It would have been warmer for Oakes day yesterday. The races were o.k. There was quite a crowd, enough for me, but I didn't think that it was a glamourous as I was imagining. Maybe I was in the wrong section. I just saw a lot of women wearing things they shouldn't be.bra straps hanging out, ill fitting dresses, too much boobs on display. The dress I wore was o.k, but I felt like I had to keep readjusting it, I just wasn't comfortable. Anyway, the point of the day was to spend time with Bec, the races were the excuse this time. Spending time with Bec is so easy. I can just be me and I don't have to worry about it.

Yay! 4 kilos lost! Jenny Craig is great!